Friday, November 17, 2006

Mankind?

I've lost my faith in mandkind. At least I think. Cause all the times before i've always had that hidden hope deep down inside my heart that the mandkind wasn't completly lost, and there was a bit, at least a little bit of goodwill and benevolence in the people. How I was wrong, beleiving in others is a mistake. How can I trust in others if I can't trust on myself? Everytime I get this dilusion, or just maybe the reality that shakes me a bit and really show me how it is, I realise that I lied to me again about mandkind goodwill. That no longer exist.

Now? I'm colder than a rock. I hope I can trust myself again in the future.

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